The distance between us is becoming further and further.
Your right here next to me. I can hold your hand whenever I want, or give you a kiss but you still seem so far away.
I feel like were slipping away, and I cant grab a hold of us to pull us back up.
No one, including you, will ever understand how much you really mean to me or how much I love you.
I want nothing more than to be with you, emtoionally.
I want our emotional relationship back. I want you to want to be with me as much as I want to be with you.
I miss you, even though your right here.
Too cute. This will be my child. Only my child will be mixed.
This life isn’t my friend.
It doesn’t understand.
It’s breaking me down.
Piece by piece.
Day by day.
I promise that if you gave me another chance, I’d prove you wrong.
And i promise that me and you, together, would prove everyone wrong.
We would prove that, together, we can overcome anything.
Because that’s what love does.
Overcomes hurt and regret and betrayal and anger.
Love always wins out.
I know it would take a lot of work.
And I know it’d be a long, hard road.
But I know it would be worth it.
And I know we could be so happy together.
I know that some things I’ve done make it hard for you.
Hard for you to think the same of me.
But if I can tell you anything, it’s that those things are the things I want to move on from.
I want to move forward and try my best to forget the past and not let it repeat itself.
And I think that us being together would cause that to happen.
It would keep me from falling back into my old ways.
I love you.
With every fiber of my being.
And I want us back.
It’s amazing how at one point in our lives we will be extremely close with someone and then later they will become a complete stranger. You will pass by them without a word. Without a single acknowledging look. This person, who once knew you so well, who once knew your fears, your desires, your dreams, your past, is now walking right past you, seeing right through you.